My body has been feeling more stuck lately. There are many things I want to do especially when I am home and once I lay down I can’t get myself going. I really want to improve on it. I tend to compartmentalize people and places, so I wonder if I could use that to help myself.

I am often doing work in the same place I relax. I am thinking my body may not have the control to manage that. I might need help to try to take the couch out of the room with my desk. Having them in the same place can be hard because all I think about is going back to the couch. I don’t really want to because I like to relax, but it may be the responsible thing to do to improve.

Sometimes autistic people with apraxic bodies get stuck and need someone to help with control. It is important people realize it is okay to help us get unstuck. It may not be what we want in the moment, but it is what we need to live the life we want. Comfort is a priority, as long as it’s not preventing us from growth.